Walton Goggins cried his wife in Thailand before filming “White Lotus”

Triggering warning: This article includes the mention of suicide.

Rick Hatchett, enriching the shirts of Walton Goggins, of Walton Goggins, has become one of the characters in small most unexpected groups of the White lotus Season 3, and after his redemptor arc, the fans were in the tearing arms of Rick and Chelsea in the explosive final of the series. By taking a look back, the actor opened on how the shooting in Thailand was a cathartic experience personally because she recalled painful memories to cry her first wife Leanne Goggins.

During an interview of February 4, surface with GqWalton revealed that his own life had similarities with his character in the White lotus. In the series, Rick went to Thailand while crying the fact that he never knew his father, which his mother said was assassinated by the husband and owner of Sritala co-rent, Jim Hollinger. In real life, the JustifyThe actor revealed that he had traveled to Thailand for the first time two decades earlier to cry the death of his wife, who committed suicide.

This is a very complicated story, “said Goggins to the publication.” In the end, this was revealed the decision she had made. And yes – I thought it was really irreparable for me. Life on the other side of this.

Goggins said he had faced up on the road. “I have spent the next three years looking for an excuse-not to end it, but certainly put myself in situations that were questionable, not with drugs or something like that, just life experiences and travel,” he said, adding, “and I really went everywhere in the world.”

THE Fair precious stones The actor, who now shares his 13 -year -old Augustus son with his second wife Nadia Conners, said that when he started filming in Thailand, things started to “come back” by realizing that he had visited these places before in a very different head space.

Things have reached a breakdown when he started filming at the Bangkok hotel, only to realize that it had been in the same place two decades earlier. “It was there that I was the very first day I came here, 20 years ago, and in so much pain, man,” he said to the publication, saying that the cathartic experience made him realize how he was healing over the years.

“I think I did not have time to fully unpack the symmetry between these two people who appear in the same place, separated by 20 years and a woman and a child and a peace and everything else,” he explained.

Goggins said that emotional experience had also gave him empathy for his past. “I thought, God, I would like to be able to kiss this guy. I would like to be able to whisper in my ear, ‘you are fine.

The star recently revealed how he was able to use Rick’s “very difficult” interior disorders during an episode of April 8 Not thin but not fatty podcast. “I think each actor would say that … I understand where he is, you know, mentally and spiritually,” he said. “Because I too am here, and I think most of us had it.”

“I said,” I know exactly who is this person, “said Goggins. “I saw people like this kind of displacement in the world. And I was not really interested in playing an idea of ​​what this guy is, but a very specific version of who is this type in the world.”