The MLB star, Jarren Duran, opened at the painful moment that he tried to commit suicide after failing on the ground with the Boston Red Sox.
Duran, who entered the major leagues with the Red Sox in 2021, underwent a miserable countryside in Boston after hit 0.215 with only two circuits and 10 products.
His second year has also proven to be frustrating, the former seventh -round draft choice implementing an average slightly better of 0.221 with 17 products produced in 58 games.
And while he was fighting to reconcile with his bad shape on the ground, Duran reached a point so low that he tried to commit suicide.
In the fourth episode of the Netflix documentary “The Clubhouse” – which is published on Tuesday – he revealed how close he was to commit suicide during a dark period of his life.
“I got to the point where I was sitting in my room, I had my rifle and I had a ball, and I pressed the relaxation and the pistol clicked, but nothing happened,” he said.
The MLB star, Jarren Duran, opened at the painful moment that he tried to commit suicide
The Red Sox voltiseur revealed that he had tried to commit suicide during his first difficulties in Boston
“To this day, I think God simply did not let me commit suicide because I don’t know why it did not go.
“But I took it as a sign of similar,” okay, I may have to be here for a reason. “”
After being recalled from Triple-A at the beginning of 2023, Duran transformed his Bégayée MLB career when he struck 0.295 with 40 points produced in 102 games this season, while stealing 24 bases and scoring 46 points.
Last year, he then became a first All -Star – and was MVP of this game – after having established careers in career in the Home Runs (21), races (111), RBI (75) and stolen bases (34).
The star born in California, who recently obtained a new one year agreement for $ 3.85 million with Boston which includes a team option for 2026, also finished eighth during the MVP vote.
Three years after his failed suicide attempt, Duran is now reminders to prioritize his mental health.
“On (the strip on) my left wrist, I write,” f *** “Em”, because it was I who said to my demons: “You are not going to unfold me,” he added in the docuseries.
“And on my right wrist, I write” always alive “because I’m still there and I always fight.”
If you or someone you know with suicidal thoughts, call the national suicide prevention line has 800-273 Talk (8255) in the United States, or Samaritans out of 116,123 for confidential assistance in the United Kingdom.