Louis Tomlinson on not accepting Liam Payne’s death

“I am absolutely devastated by the passing of my incredible friend, Liam,” Niall wrote in a lengthy statement on Instagram. “It just doesn’t seem real. Liam had an energy for life and a passion for work that was infectious. He was the brightest in every room and always made everyone feel happy and safe.”

The “Slow Hands” singer continued to reminisce about his time alongside Liam in One Direction.

“All the laughs we’ve had over the years, sometimes over the simplest things, come back to me through the sadness,” Niall added. “We were able to live out our wildest dreams together and I will cherish every moment we had forever. The bond and friendship we had doesn’t come along often in a lifetime.”

Niall, who had Liam and his girlfriend Kate Cassidy as a guest at his recent concert in Buenos Aires, also detailed what it was like to see his friend for the last time.

“I feel so lucky to have been able to see him recently,” Niall wrote. “Sadly, I didn’t know that after saying goodbye and hugging him that evening, I would be saying goodbye to him forever. It’s heartbreaking. My love and condolences go out to Geoff, Karen, Ruth, Nicola and of course his son Bear. Thanks for everything, Payno. I love you brother.”