Alexa PenaVega Details ‘Pain and Peace’ After Baby No. 4’s Stillbirth

Alexa PenaVega wants people to know she will be okay.

One month after Child spies ex and husband Carlos Pena Vega shared that their daughter Indy Rex PenaVega was stillborn, Alexa gave her subscribers an emotional update.

“I just want to say, first of all, we’re doing really well considering everything,” Alexa, who also shared Ocean6, Kingston4, and Rio2 with the Big time Rush former student, said in a May 15 Instagram video. “Carlos is out with the kids right now. They’re all doing yard work and it’s super sweet.”

She continued, “This season, obviously, is the most traumatic thing we’ve ever been through as a family, but alone, I don’t think I’ve ever been through anything like this. And I hope we can. We don’t will never have to experience anything like this again. We obviously felt a lot of pain and an insane peace.

The 35-year-old also shared that her health took a turn for the worse after Indy’s death and that “no one could figure out what was wrong.”

But in the weeks following the loss of their daughter, Alexa, Carlos and the entire family still feel the impact Indy left on them.